Saturday, August 19, 2006
Given that i've been slacking all this while at school, the grades i got for marketing, essgra and medsoc has been fair... C+ for medsoc, considering that i bsed throught the individual essay and missed two quizzes, B for essgra, considering that i messed up that stupid dreamweaver thing and A for marketing, which is the only subject that i put any real effort into cuz i love it... mr toh is a great tutor...Kudos to him!!! Happy Teachers' Day in advance!
Loneliness: One doesn't actually really feel lonely when he or she is alone, because that is the whole point of the word alone. It is when one is within a group of people and not being noticed that you exist does loneliness really show itself.
I never had a serious relationship before. I wonder how is it like to have someone hold your hand for the first time, as in romantically? Cuz i have held hands with guys... like duh... in primary school when the class moves from one place to another and in secondary school for performances (even had him kneeling like he was going to propose, it was so awkward) But seriously, i am a sucker for romance... i would totally melt if something... no, anything romantic happens...
I calculated how old i'd be if i continued to university and like got a stable job before i get married...about 25 or 26... which in my opinion is too old to get married... It is cheesy, but i welcome the idea of marriage and a family... isn't it nice to be settled down... *SIGH* *DREAMING* the parents say that i shouldn't be thinking of geting married till 26, but no, mt ideal age is 23... occasionally when the parents get pissed with me, they tell me to go get married and live elsewhere, which i totally don't mind, just that there's no one willing to take me yet...*SIGH & POUTS*
How do you tell if someone is interested in you? What exactly is flirting? Cuz i tell you, if i'm interested in a guy, i will so totally be sarcastic/aloof/'violent'/'kou shi xin fei'/flirt with other guys/imagine romantic stuff especially when i'm listening to music... Like i will not tell that person that i missed him or i cared... I will smile at my thoughts while listening to songs and imagine that the story in the music video was my life (some come really close)...
more random hallucinations in chapter 4... when the muses knock on my quickly perishing brain cells...
Loneliness: One doesn't actually really feel lonely when he or she is alone, because that is the whole point of the word alone. It is when one is within a group of people and not being noticed that you exist does loneliness really show itself.
I never had a serious relationship before. I wonder how is it like to have someone hold your hand for the first time, as in romantically? Cuz i have held hands with guys... like duh... in primary school when the class moves from one place to another and in secondary school for performances (even had him kneeling like he was going to propose, it was so awkward) But seriously, i am a sucker for romance... i would totally melt if something... no, anything romantic happens...
I calculated how old i'd be if i continued to university and like got a stable job before i get married...about 25 or 26... which in my opinion is too old to get married... It is cheesy, but i welcome the idea of marriage and a family... isn't it nice to be settled down... *SIGH* *DREAMING* the parents say that i shouldn't be thinking of geting married till 26, but no, mt ideal age is 23... occasionally when the parents get pissed with me, they tell me to go get married and live elsewhere, which i totally don't mind, just that there's no one willing to take me yet...*SIGH & POUTS*
How do you tell if someone is interested in you? What exactly is flirting? Cuz i tell you, if i'm interested in a guy, i will so totally be sarcastic/aloof/'violent'/'kou shi xin fei'/flirt with other guys/imagine romantic stuff especially when i'm listening to music... Like i will not tell that person that i missed him or i cared... I will smile at my thoughts while listening to songs and imagine that the story in the music video was my life (some come really close)...
more random hallucinations in chapter 4... when the muses knock on my quickly perishing brain cells...
what we could have been, 8/19/2006 02:16:00 AM.
