The idol drama craze has me in a swoon... I've watched
MVP Valentine
At Dolphin Bay
Reaching For The Stars
Mr. Fighting
It Started With A Kiss (can't wait for ISWAK 2, starts filming in March!)
Devil Beside You
Hi! Working Girl
Hana Kimi
Love Contract
KO One
Prince Turns To Frog
In Love With A Rich Girl
Magicians Of Love
The Rose
Tokyo Juliet
Westside Story
Princess Hours

and some of others...

Thus i have compiled my list of traits my dream guy should possess... note i said dream, cuz more often than not, the guy you eventually fall in love with will be far from ideal... but loved all the same...



He must be tall and have big hands... and i can kao on his chest...



shield me from the rain...




be sporting/spontaneous/daring... i won't go so far as to get him to wear a wedding gown...cuz i want to wear it...



Loves cuddles...



be creative when trying to be romantic...




able to kiss underwater... haha...




Has a pet that likes me...

Love Test
Here is the analysis:

When it comes to love, you fall in love very quickly and easily.
You give 75% to your relationship and expect to receive 25% in return.
If there is a problem in your relationship, you are able to confront it in an optimistic way and full of hope. You want to work it out right away, all by yourself.
You need lots of reassurance in your relationship. You'd like to see your loved one every day, if possible.
If you don't like something from your loved one, you expect him or her to change for you.
When you love someone, you tend to stay in love for a long time.

The five-question personality test
Here is the analysis:
Your ideal mate is kind and generous.
You like changes. Going for a trip is challenging to you.
No effort, no success. That's your attitudes towards success.
You are a person of principle. You respect social rules and regulations.
You are emotional, sincere and optimistic.

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test36.aspx

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Your view on yourself: You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

Accuracy: 9.5/10

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for: You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Accuracy: 9/10

Your readiness to commit to a relationship: You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

Accuracy:11/10 Just haven't found him yet...*SIGH*

The seriousness of your love: You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Accuracy:10/10 I really can't wait for the beautiful love to happen...

Your views on education: You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

Accuracy: 9.5/10 The unusual job thing i'm not so sure cuz my current crew leader job is pretty regular...

The right job for you: You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

Accuracy:6/10 Don't know what job offer/opportunity will come through. But practical is true...

How do you view success: You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

Accuracy:10/10 True!

What are you most afraid of: You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Accuracy: 11/10 Having observed myself on several occasions, I'm afraid that this is quite true...

Who is your true self: You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

I dedicate this post to my favourite taiwanese artiste: Jolin
Don't ask me why i like her... I just like her performances and the lyrics of her ballads...
















MTV Asia Awards...



Magazine shots...






























































































Promo shots for her manicure parlour...















































Candid shots...








































Album shots...






























Performances... Love the costumes... and dances...





















































































































































At Madonna's concert tour: Tokyo

I'm pissed with blogger right now...
i can't edit my posts... only post new ones...
Do something Blogger!

-What are you doing now?> Answering this.. I'm really bored to pieces...
-What are you wearing??> singlet and 3/4 berms..
-Where were you yesterday??> lazing around at home...
-Are you working??> um...yups...
-What is something you do that most people can't imagine you doing that??> I dance??
-The song you are listening to??> Keep Holding You..by SunMin and HyeSung
-Something you kept that doesn't belong to u??> nothing...
-What would you prefer to be seen as??> Me, i guess...
-Anything in mind that you would like to do??> Yeah, I'd like to find something else to do...
-What are you doing now??> Doing this?
-Phrase in you mind right now??> It's Chinese... jia zhuang duo hao wo zhi yao zhi xiang yao zai yong you yi miao...
-Your first disappointment today??> that i had nothing to do?

Photos... in no particular order (cuz i'm too lazy to arrange them) of my first two days of cny...



















At auntie sheila's house on the first day... they don't celebrate cny though... Baby Katherine is cute... (from left: me, lois, mummy, lola, natalie(back), sarah (front), katherine, jessica, auntie sheila, auntie helen and auntie roxanne) uncle Barry, uncle David and uncle Matt went to the pub (and then got drunk after...)





















Second day night, playing card games, drawing faces as a punishment for switcheroo...

















Horrified!



The first day of cny... first stop: Mama's house

















chicken meets duck: my two grams
Mama can't speak english and lola can't speak chinese...lol
















cousins... mark and phoebe had gone off already...

Inspired by Rosie Dunne (At the End of the Rainbow)...

I saw him today
I thought I was over him a long time ago
It bothered me
I know he saw me too
But I avoided his stare
But it seemed like fate
I wasn't even thinking about him
Now I can't stop

The ridiculous things people do... especially adults... they do the EXACT things they tell us NOT to do... Hypocrites... what, you may ask, did they do? Hmm, only getting drunk, behaving so ridiculously its embarrassing, and cussing... I'm just feeling confused by all of this... I'm going to be 18 soon if you realise... a debutante, an adult... so what do you suppose i make of all this, huh?

I am actually feeling kinda like nowhere right now...

I'm irritated by the father ranting about my room, my toilet, me being lazy, me being fat, my bills, and and my bank account going down the drain... pretty much ranting about everything really... I'm not perfect, never going to be, not willing to be, never will be... Deal with it *HUMUNGOUS RASPBERRY IN THE FACE*... You aren't perfect either, for lack of a better word(s), you are uncouth and unrefined... You can't even behave yourself in church for crying out loud... you can't even wash your own laundry or iron your own clothes... you expect me to know everything and do everything for you... yet you are always telling me to learn on my own... which i pretty much have been since i learned how to walk, thank you very much... how i got this far in mental development is a total mystery even to me... yet i love you daddy... JUST STOP BREATHING DOWN MY NECK WHEN I'M COMPLAINING ABOUT YOU... MYOB! at least for CNY ok...

On another note... with the rush of tourists/expats going back to taiwan/china/hong kong for CNY... Work at the airport has been doubly hectic... the number of angmohs seem to have increased too... i worked at cafe alone on Valentine's and guess what, i lifted my head and the queue had multiplied! Funny thing was, this one old ang moh teacher i served (i made small talk, part of the job requirements, sort of) said i had a yankee (american) accent... Should i be pleased or pissed? Tell me what you think... And mr. ang moh teacher guy had a southern accent of sorts... it could be brit though... Oh well...

Worked to the bone for the past 2 days... tests and work... no sleep/not enough sleep... real tired... after today i'm done, and my bed will be where you'll find me for the next 24 hours... Mama (my paternal grandmother) came over to do some prayer thingy for CNY and when i woke up from my nap, i found my mother and my grandmother in an actual conversation! That's was like so cute... It's not like my mother and grandmother don't get along, you must realise that my mother doesn't understand chinese (let alone cantonese that Mama speaks most of the time), and Mama doesn't speak english at all... And they actually sort of understood each other... I was so amused at the whole thing...
anyway... adios for now... going to mug for mmprin...

Here's my group photography assignment...





















































We were supposed to hand the second one in but the colours were really odd...
didn't come out good in print... and i didn't realise that you could convert a jpeg to a psd...

Comments on the project are welcome...

finally handed in photography... was so stressed till i had acid reflux and had to go home... then i felt better after eating and when to work...

left with tests...

i am pissed. i mean, i have done everything and all they can do is criticize and complain... you do it yourself is you're so good... i've done more than what you have...
anyway... photog is due tomorrow... and that's about it for assignments... left with tests and speech...
i passed my work service quality assessment! *woot* another certificate coming my way! Wahaha...

Been seriously busy and tired... even woke up late for work today... trained someone and had training for a new product... am not telling... but it's ultra delish! Watch this space... Lots of managers today, cuz of the new equipment... ultra cool too...
PerCom presentation tomorrow, then going to redo photography project... I'm banking on this... Seriously need to brush up on my photoshop skills... Tired *Yawn* Then going for some service verification on sunday... Working almost everyday after...*sigh* Need to earn more moolah to buy a new handphone... SEk610i...

Huge project is finally over... just 2 presentations, 3 tests and photophy ass. Haha... geddit?
Thankful that unlike the rest of the courses, my hols starts from Chinese New Year... whee... Oh and Uncle Barry and auntie roxanne, lola (my maternal grams) and their friends are coming down on the 17th... double whee...

That aside, i've been pretty much living my life from day to day, not really doing much... sleeping a lot or not sleeping at all... school doesn't feel like school at all... I mean, most people have like fixed timetables whereas i haven't... I spend more time at home and at work more than i do at school... and even if i am at school, how much time is spent browsing at Cheers and the canteens and restrooms than in the classrooms... But i like it... I'm free to do what i want... the sudden freedom in time just sort of freaks me...

I've grown a lot since secondary 4... I haven't really been clubbing or drinking or smoking(i will not)... but i've really learned a lot from others that i've come into contact with, things i've seen, emotions i've felt... I've learned to be stupid and silly cuz sometimes being too smart just gets you into more trouble... I've learned to slow down... simply because sometimes you need to let someone get ahead first to see what it's like instead of banging right into the wall...

It's only been two months and a week since my 17th birthday... yet this year i'll be 18... a symbolic and important age... the age where lots more things become available to me without me needing my parents... the age i become much more independent than i am now... the age where there's a lot more for me to learn and experience... I can't wait...

went to support ronald at the singing competition at PS yesterday... then dinner at carl's jr and kbox... our support party included:

me, jian wai, jack (jian consultant... lol...), irene and yan jun...

Spotted yingying and her boyfriend there... Jack's girlfriend joined us at kbox... seems like she's a jolin fan too... not much photos...

ronald and jack...

Competition performance... sorry for the camera shake...


















NUS freestylers... they're the finalists for the Dance Floor... pretty good...




















semi finalists.






















the day's contestants...

I actually like doing memes... so here goes one from friendster...

-Helo.> hello... (hmm...)
-What is your name?> nicole
-What is your current age??> 17 and 2months
-How are you feeling now?> extremely irritated at the state of things
-What will u be doing later??> assignments
-Are you in love??> yeah, but none of the romantic sort...*sigh*
-Are you working??> yeah, i got a job..
-What are you wearing??> singlet and umglam berms...
-Have you ever had a BGR before??> no. unless you count that time last year...
-Are you currently having one??> no duh...
-What kind of relationship would lastlong to you??> loads of thoughtfulness and understanding
-Are u close to getting ur dreampartner?> haven't met him yet... or maybe there just aren't any sparks yet...
-What would you rather be doing now??> nothing really... i jst want all the projects to be done with...
-Where would you picture yourself tobe in 10 yrs time??>erm... married? I wish i could become a housewife... but looking at patterns these days... it's a little out of reach
-What school do you come from??> Temasek Business School
-What do you like most.> Singing *lalala*
-What do you hate most.> people accusing me of things i didn't do. and thinking i'm stupid...
-Have you ever felt guilty??> that depends...
-What was the first CD that you bought.> Britney Spears! I used to like her till the K-Fed phase...
-Have you ever fought with someone?> i'm not one to engage in physical fights... verbal? Bring it on!
-If there is someone who u would like to beat up,who is it??> those people who create a ruckus at the void decks...
-What is your favourite drink??> mocha, coke light, vodka cocktail
-Favourite food??> chicken rice... i never get tired of it...
-What is your handphone number??> do i have to tell? just tag me if you want it...
-Do you like to spend??> hell yeah... like duh...
-What do you think is most important in sex appeal??> charisma hands down... sweeps people off their feet without any physical action...
-Which part of you do you like best.> my eyes and nose... they're not perfect but pretty photogenic...
-HAve you ever lied?> loads of times. just don't get me to tell cuz i'll lie to you anyway...
-Do u prefer ur gf/bf to wear specs orcontact lenses?> anything is fine. i wear both... it really doesn't matter...
-Who would you really wanna meet?> jolin tsai... although i'm really lazy to go to her events cuz i hate crowds... oh oh and my true love asap! *hurhur*

Right... so apart from all the pending deadlines, i had a pretty good day... cooperative crew, nice customers, good shift...

One super funny thing that happened... Eng Hong got kissed by a transvestite! "She" was apparently high on yesterday cuz it was "her" birthday and kissed eng hong... ronald played it back on the cctv for us to watch... it was hilarious... OMG! I would seriously flip if it was me! And "she" was like furiously trying to show off her assets in when placing her order... Wahahaha...

and i was watching a variety show with xu weilun on it (with her best friend cyndi wang) and she was just so cute and pretty and alive... it's so difficult to believe that someone can be alive and dead the next moment... Being alive means so much... yet we take it for granted that we don't realise how precious it is till death strikes... feeling emo again... *sigh*

slowly i am learning... one step at a time...

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is a Sagittarius to the bone
doesn't like lizards
doesn't like weird people
doesn't like to talk much
tends to be hot-headed
tends to be sharp-tongued
tends to sing when she is in a good mood

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