I'm going to be a little bit more hardworking and put in titles from now on...
I'm bored and i cant't get to sleep.. and i'm hungry... its almost 5am and i have a class at 9... yes on a SATURDAY... but they are fun though... *decides to post random photos*
in the studio trying to get rid of boredom, thinking it would have helped us figure out how to use the software...
Earthquake the other day at swensens...
me and my younger sister... i don't think we look alike... i look like a foreigner but she looks chinese...
my australian cousin Kendrick... and below is his sister Jacqueline
what we could have been, 6/30/2007 04:23:00 AM.
I am so angst ridden today that i shall flood this post with lots of quizzes and memes...
What Age Will You Get Married?
[x] I know how to make a pot of coffee.
[ ] I keep track of dates using a calender.
[ ] I own more than one credit card.
[ ] I know how to change the oil in a car.
[ ] I know how to do my own laundry.
[ ] I vote every election.
[x] I can cook for myself.
[ ] I think politics are exciting.
[ ] I balance my checkbook.
[ ] My parents have better things to say than my friends.
Total: 2
[x] I show up for school/college/work every day early.
[ ] I always carry a pen in my pocket/purse.
[x] I've never gotten a detention.
[ ] I have never smoked a cigarette.
[ ] I have never gotten completely trashed.
[ ] I have forgotten my own birthday at least once.
[ ] I like to take walks by myself.
[x] I've watched talk shows.
[x] I know what 'credibility' means without looking it up.
[x] I drink coffee at least once a week.
Total: 5
[x] I know how to do the dishes.
[x] I can count to 10 in another language.
[ ] When I say I'm going to do something I do it.
[x] My parents trust me.
[ ] I can mow the lawn.
[x] I can make adults laugh without being stupid.
[ ] I remember to water the plants.
[x] I study when I have to.
[ ] I pay attention at school/college.
[ ] I remember to feed my pets.
Total: 5
[x] I can spell 'experience' without looking it up
[ ] I work out on a regular basis.
[ ] I clean up my own mess.
[ ] The people at Starbucks know me by name.
[x] My favorite kind of food is take out.
[x] I have gained weight since middle/high school.
[ ] The first thing I do when I wake up is get caffeine.
[ ] I can go to the store without getting something I don't need.
[x] I understand political jokes the first time they are said.
[] I can type quickly.
Total: 4
[ ] I have realized that the weather forecast changes every hour.
[ ] My only friends are from my place of employment.
[ ] I have been to a tupperware party.
[ ] I have realized that no one will take you seriously unless you are over the age of 25 and have a job.
[x] I have more bills than I can pay.
[ ] All my friends are older than I am.
[x] I can say no to staying out all night.
[x] I use the internet every day.
[x] My wardrobe hasn't changed in a while.
[x] I can read a book and actually finish it.
Total: 5
I will get married at 21... hmm...
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what we could have been, 6/27/2007 06:48:00 PM.
I've been wanting to blog properly for the longest time... but nothing much stays in my mind for more that 3 minutes at a time... neither has anything profound happened of late... oh, wait i remember, i wanted to write about the stuff that makes me cry the other day but was too damn utterly lazy to move my fingers... so here it is:
Stuff that make (or have made)
me cry(or tear at least)
-my aunt's wedding (i'm just a brat, what do i know? but if you have had my experiences with my aunts, you'd bawl your eyes out... i wanted to, at the church ceremony, but i didn't want to ruin all the make up that i did myself (i didn't want the make up artist to do my make up, he was not female, by the way...) but i know for a fact that many people cried as she walked down the aisle cuz i SAW them... so it was kind of a touching moment there...)
When i get mad... like really mad! (well, i don't see the reason for venting your anger on someone else... i just go off, get pissed and cry and scream a little, then come back the cheerful, simple-minded *i am only simple-minded when i have to be, to get a little more information off people* me again...)
Watching performers cry... (Umm, it was for Beatrice Hsu's death concert, and Show Luo's concert... i can totally understand where they are coming from...)
When someone prominent dies and they have this tv special... (i don't know why i crym but that's the power of the media...)
Stuff that will never make me cry-
Dumb/Lame things
Things that people think are touching (my sister cries at those supposedly touching parts in those dramas and i'm just -.-")
Sad stuff (I'll feel sad, but i won't cry...)
Stuff left to do:
BOE idea proposal (i'm working on it!)
Film Journals
Film Term paper
BMR literature review
CDS stuff
and all the rest of the group projects... i need some divine intervention... haha...
what we could have been, 6/23/2007 02:37:00 AM.
updates on my life:
I was bridesmaid for my aunt's wedding.
My partner during the ceremony was my cousin Hans (for Johann [not sure if it's the correct spelling but it's pronounced yo-han]) who is about 30years old and a smoker and much skinnier than me... wait till my aunt sends the photos, i'll upload it and see the difference between the 2 of us... he was pretty funny but i heard he has quite a temperament...I got a perm.
It has kind of straightened out in a nice way and i hope it will last... it was only 12bucks... hopefully i'll get to go back to cebu with tracy and the rest next year if all goes well... any other takers on the offer? Tag ok?I got a cool Death note theme for my handphone.
It's just cool... you have to see it... the other themes i downloaded don't have the same effects!!!My bank account is zilch. 'nuff said.
Unless you want to give/lend me money interest-free-.-".I got my butt up and done my audiopro commercial.
IM me if you want a listen. I think it's very basic, and you won't realise that i did the voiceover...I'm back into playing the Sims.
I know people have either upgraded to the Sims 2 or got tired of it, but i 1) don't have money to invest in an upgrade, 2) it's just a the Sims infatuation...
what we could have been, 6/20/2007 01:49:00 AM.
I'm seriously pissed off right now, cuz my cell's 1 gb memory card has just konked out on me and i'm forced to use my 128mb memory card... found some clips of my cousin khaye (khristine marie lim) in the miss phils 2006... she's really pretty, but real stuck up too... she's no.6 by the way... enjoy
what we could have been, 6/19/2007 01:35:00 AM.
i don't have photos of the wedding yet... will post them when auntie roxanne sends it to me...
me and lois at sinners and saints.. the disco/ live band place... i'm wearing my glasses cuz my contacts were too uncomfortable after the wedding... also too tired cuz i landed at 4am that day and got on with the wedding stuff straight...
boogie with the bride... my auntie roxanne...
the boh liao best men...-.-" uncle bob and matt...
got a perm and went to jollibee... took a photo with the mascot...
me and lois again...
waiting for halo halo...
yum yum.. halo halo... it's much much better than ice kachang or whatever...
in the cab from metro gaisano... they just started their sale! things were going for dirt cheap! but we had a flight to catch and we didn't bring enough pesos...
me and lois again...
There are alot of places to shop, but i spent most of my time at Ayala... there's still Robinsons, Emall, SM, and Metro Gaisano... not to mention the roadside stalls... the pirated dvds there are cool too... its like 15 movies in one disc going for 75 pesos, like 2dollars plus?
Here's abit of the view and life there...
our home there...
the markets (above and below)...
what we could have been, 6/17/2007 04:19:00 AM.
i'm in phils and finally have the energy to blog... can't post photos though cuz i don't have the photos of the wedding yet... and the computer would crash if i tried to post them anyway... oh and i got my hair permed.... it kind of looks korean though.... i don't know how long it will last too... it only cost me 350pesos... that's like.... $12?? so i hope it lasts... wahaha... going shopping/eating later... halo halo, jollibee here i come...
what we could have been, 6/14/2007 02:51:00 PM.
i just read adilah's friendster blog... i agree with her that our new store (not really new, it's been 2 months...) is not that great, but i've made some new acquaintances... however, that's not the point, there is discrimination... i have been doing nothing but counter since i transferred, granted that i don't work as often as i did, but i'm losing touch with the kitchen stuff and it's embarrassing not to remember anything as a crew leader... plus it's not just me, but those who transferred over from CA1 have mostly only done counter, it's just not fair... most of us aren't really happy about the work environment at CA2 anyway and it's not adjustment problems... i miss the old place lots... and the worst part is, margaret (our RM) has changed too, she's not as fun as she used to be, although she still is nice... and some of us are disappointed cuz she was the reason we decided to transfer to CA2 and not leave... oh well, there is a makan session when i come back from phils, so we'll see then, i guess...
what we could have been, 6/10/2007 11:32:00 PM.
Friendster bulletins are always good when you need a relatively interesting filler... basically because my life is THAT boring...
1. How old will you be in five years?> i haven't had my 18th birthday, so 22 i guess...
2. Do you think you'll be married by then?> I definitely hope so...
3. What do you look forward to most in the next six weeks?> erm... my aunt's wedding next tuesday? I do know what i'm not looking forward to... deadlines...
4. Where do you most want to travel to?> loads of places, LA, Tokyo, Kyoto, Taipei, London...
5. Who was the last person to call you?> daddy... and he forgot what he called me for cuz he was distracted by a cockroach in the taxi...-.-"
6. Do you prefer to call or text?> text...
7. Do you have any pets?> not at the mo...
8. What were you doing at 12am lastnight?> blogging too!!
9. Are your parents married/separated/divorced?> married and still acting childish... i have to nag at my parents too... can you imagine?
10. When is the last time you talked to your mom?> 2 days ago, before she left for phils...
11. How many states have you lived in? Where is it?> 1, Singapore
12. How many pets have you had?> erm, lots of fishes, 4 hamsters, 3 rabbits, 2 or 3 terrapins and quite a few frogs... ya, i know...frogs... haha...13. How many cities/towns have you lived in? Where is it?> 2, in tampines and potong pasir...
14. Do you prefer shoes, socks, or barefeet?> bare feet... unless it's sand...
15. What's the last thing you ate?> chocolate chip biscuits! and coffee...
16. Do you like coffee?> yep! iced caramel macchiato, or a cappucino with lots of chocolate powder...
17. How many glasses of water a day do you drink on average?> 3 or 4, i think...
18. Do you sleep alone or with someone else?> alone... my room is my secret garden... until someone just comes in without knocking and gets me all annoyed...19. Would you rather sleep with someone else or alone?> both, depends... can't sleep with the sister... you literally can't get to sleep...
20. Do you like to cuddle?> depends too... generally it's fine if the weather is cool...
21. Do you eat out or at home more often?> equally...
22. Do you know anyone with the same birthday as you?> yes, taufik and Shin Hye Sung!!! haha...
23. Do you speak any other languages? What is that?> yep, i'm fluent in english and mandarin, a little japanese and a smattering of random phrases i picked up from others...
24. Do you prefer a window seat or an aisle seat?> no preference... since i have hardly any interest in looking out from the window... although sometimes the view from the plane is rather captivating...
25. What is your favorite thing to spend money on?> magazines and food... at least they don't require fittings and the lady doesn't tell you that they don't carry a larger size...
26. Do you flirt a lot?> no... if i do, i really don't know...
27. What do you dip a chicken nugget in?> sweet chilli sauce, sweet and sour sauce...
28. If you could move to any city,where would you most want to move to?> somewhere quieter, it can still be in Singapore though...
29. What were you doing at 11 pm lastnight?> pooping, i remember cuz i was supposed to be watching supernatural when nature called near the end...
30. where were you 10 days ago?> rotting at home, cuz i don't have school on thursdays...
SAGITTARIUS-The LionGreat talker. (sometimes i impress myself for saying something that i didn't expect i could come up with...)
Attractive and passionate. (Beauty is in the eyes of the beholder, and the beholder has yet to make his appearance...)
Laid back. Knows how to have fun. (I am laid-back, but i am a stickler about being punctual...)
Is really good at almost anything. (except mopping the floor at home, where i usually just flood it... and running is really not my thing...)
Great kisser. (haven't tried it...lol)
Unpredictable. (guess so... i like different things...)
Outgoing. (not so on this...)
Down to earth. (i have my fantasies but i know what is real...)
Addictive. (Huh?)
Attractive. (*flutters eyelids* -.-'")
Loud. (depends on the situation too...)
Loves being in long relationships. (Yes, definitely...)
Talkative. (depends, if you are quiet, i will talk...)
Not one to mess with. (*sinister snigger*)
Rare to find. (Erm, i don't know...)
what we could have been, 6/09/2007 02:39:00 PM.
I think this is interesting... got it off friendster...
RULES:
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!!!
IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY ?> I've Got That Boom Boom by Britney Spears (-.-")
WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?> Once Upon A December from Anastasia (a little whimsical and abstract, suits me though...)
WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?> 非你莫属 by Ariel Lin (lyrics says it all...)
HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?> Fighter by Christina Aguilera (hmm, i'm actually feeling pretty restless, so i guess this works...)
WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?> 我的爱 by Stefanie Sun (i really see no connection...)
WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?> 恶作剧 by Wang Lan Ying (i don't know... if you guys see this, tag ok...)
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?> Hey Girl by Hyori Lee (i'm a teenager, so it kind of fits... i don't get the lyrics... it's in korean! I can't even get my japanese right...)
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?> 一比一 by Fan Wei Qi (about romance, yeah i think, no i fantasise about it all the time...)
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BESTIES?> Complicated by Avril Lavigne (yeah, they make things complicated, haha... so accurate this one...)
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?> 不做你的朋友 By S.H.E. (Too bloody accurate!)
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?> 狐狸精 By Show Luo (No link, except the 'princessy' part... haha...that i'm very picky about certain things...)
WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?> 只怪我 by Maia Lee (0 link to what i want to be...)
WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?> One Time Just One Time by Se7en (One time... just one time that we can be honest with each other...)
WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU??> 口袋的天空 by Angela Chang (the future is mine? yup, that's what they always tell me... 'you study hard for your own future, not mine...')
WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?> Candyman by Christina Aguilera (Cool... i don't mind if the groom can dance without stepping on my toes...)
WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?> 说你爱我 by S.H.E. (nice touching song... i like it... plus it was written by my favourite member...)
WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?> Impossible by Christina Aguilera feat. Alicia Keys (eh... )
WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?> 非你莫属 by Tank (this is the guy versh... nothing that's my greatest fear in here...)
WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?> Lover by Shin Hye Sung feat. Jang Nara (Don't know the lyrics, but it's a nice song...)
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?> 如果的事 by Fan Wei Qi feat. Angela Chang (You mean the lesbian connotations or the mutual understanding? i prefer the latter...)
WHAT SONG WILL BE THE SUBJECT WHEN YOU REPOST?> Dreaming of You by Jennifer Lopez (not like anyone will do this, but i'd like audrey, afiqah, charmaine and lilian to do this when they see it... it's been a long time since i've seen memes on blogs...)
what we could have been, 6/09/2007 12:28:00 AM.
i'm really enjoying the quiet time at home, since the mother and the sister have left for phils...
What do u think of the most when u are alone?>i think of how nice it is to be alone, and all of my ridiculous fantasies...
When it is a rainy night, what do you do most of the time?>
just lie in bed and enjoy the weather... the heavier the rain the better...
When was the last time u were out?>
just now, to get my shoes for the wedding in phils... it's a steal!!! (just means that it was pretty cheap, not that i stole it...lol)
What do you do when you see a full moon?>
look at it and wonder if there were any people on the moon at the time, or wonder if the vampires and werewolves are out...
Would you rather swim in the lake or dive in the ocean?>
lake... but it has to be clear and cool and clean... oh, and predator-free please, i don't really fancy having my ass chewed...
What would be the best partner of a good cup of coffee?>a nice piece of chocolate cake... or a significant other, or a good conversationalist...
If you'll ask yourself a question now,what would it be?>
why do i have such big feet?
If certain things in your life will fall apart, what will you do?>put it back together? what, it doesn't help to just wallow in self-pity, ain't it?
What was the hardest decision you made in your life so far?>
i don't know, i've pretty much always known what i wanted...
When your friends forget you, what will you do?>make new ones, but try to keep contact with those that drifted away...
Do you talk to yourself?>
all the time... i even laugh hysterically to myself... a bit of a bother when i'm in public though... suspect that i'm really schizo...
Is there anything that you are craving or right now?>nothing really... unless it's jolin's latest dvd...
Single or taken?>sorely single...
Ever cried for something stupid?>
hardly cry... except when i'm really angry...
Do you like anime?>romantic and mystery ones...
How about Japanese music?>
a little... i just know those popular ones...
What music are you into, anyway?>r&b, pop, soft rock, hip hop, opera/choral... just NO hard TECHNO (although some are still acceptable..)
Do you have a malicious mind?>oh, the things i think about... hehe...
First thing you do after watching a movie?>
wake up from dreamworld...
Do you wash the dishes in your house?>yups... can't escape that chore...
Can you last two days without a bath?>
one at most, when i don't leave the house, or when it's not too hot...
Most common words> omg, shit...
The last lie you told your parents?>
shan't tell.. do you really think i'm that dumb?
Still go to the mall with your parents?>
yup... on the odd occasion...
Are you brand conscious?>not really, although brands do have qualilty assurance most of the time... stuff you get from roadside stalls are pretty good too... and cheaper...
Ever fell in love?>i don't really know...
Who do you miss right now?>no one in particular...
Met that person recently?>no...
Is it in you to kill someone?>not kill, just get rid of from my life...
Daydream a lot?>yes, definitely... especially of performing and my future prince charming... lol..
Happy with your life?>relatively happy, it's sufficient, although not perfect...
you'd rather lose your mobile or your mp3 player?>considering that i listen to my music on my phone, i'd have to say neither...
what we could have been, 6/08/2007 04:43:00 PM.
The Sonnet
Deliberate Gentle Love Dreamer (DGLD)
Romantic, hopeful, and composed. You are the Sonnet. Get it? Composed?
Sonnets want Love and have high ideals about it. They're conscientious people, caring & careful. You yourself have deep convictions, and you devote a lot of thought to romance and what it should be. This will frighten away most potential mates, but that's okay, because you're very choosy with your affections anyway. You'd absolutely refuse to date someone dumber than you, for instance.
Lovers who share your idealized perspective, or who are at least willing to totally throw themselves into a relationship, will be very, very happy with you. And you with them. You're already selfless and compassionate, and with the right partner, there's no doubt you can be sensual, even adventurously so. You probably have lots of female friends, and they have a special soft spot for you. Babies do, too, at the tippy-top of their baby skulls. ALWAYS AVOID: The 5-Night Stand (DBSM), The False Messiah (DBLM), The Hornivore (RBSM), The Last Man on Earth (RBSD) CONSIDER: The Loverboy (RGLM)
what we could have been, 6/07/2007 12:47:00 PM.
sometimes, looking at the stuff that other people write on their blogs, i find that they can get pretty self-centred... it's hard to find someone that's totally unselfish, but those people are complaining about how their parents control them and stuff... hey, take a look at me, i'm
- running the risk of dropping out from school if i can't keep up with the school fees
- getting earfuls of nagging from the parents (including accusations that i always go to kbox, which is totally ridiculous...i only go there like twice a year)
- working two jobs
- like cinderella, my curfew is 12midnight (although it is flexible, i like to self-impose a curfew of 10pm, i just don't really like staying out late...)
- deprived of lots of luxury items, which those people don't know how to appreciate, because i have bills to pay...
but i'm thankful for whatever i have right now, cuz it's not luxurious, but it's comfortable enough and i have jobs that tire me out, i'm in a course to stress me out and parents (not to mention a pesky sister) that never fail to give me grief. God has blessed me with sufficient talent and intellect to get past the obstacles in life so far, and the wisdom to see things from a different perspective... there others out there with a life worse than mine, so i'm thankful no matter how unappreciative i may seem at times, really thankful.
so, what's there to complain about?
what we could have been, 6/06/2007 09:06:00 AM.
i am still sick and coughing away... i haven't caught my runaway nose, and mucus/phlegm just flows like a river... disgusting, i know, but isn't that what everyone gets?
I just realised that i could be mildly schizophrenic, it sort of runs in the family, my mother's side, and gets those who are academically inclined... Cuz i took this personality disorder test and schizotypal personality disorder potential was very high... i told this to my mother and she told me that it could be true cuz i have an uncle and an aunt who have similar conditions... well, i'm not crazy, its just an identity crisis, i guess...
This is sort of what it is anyway...
Many believe that schizotypal personality disorder represents mild schizophrenia. The disorder is characterized by odd forms of thinking and perceiving, and individuals with this disorder often seek isolation from others. They sometimes believe to have extra sensory ability or that unrelated events relate to them in some important way. They generally engage in eccentric behavior and have difficulty concentrating for long periods of time. Their speech is often over elaborate and difficult to follow.
what we could have been, 6/05/2007 05:42:00 PM.
What mental disorder do you have? Your Result: ADD (Attention Deficit Disorder) You have a very hard time focusing, and you find it difficult to stay on task without your mind wandering. You probably zone in and out of conversations and tend to miss out on directions because you cannot focus |
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OCD (Obsessive Compulsive Disorder) | |
What mental disorder do you have? |
What's Your Best Quality? Your Result: Personality Your best quality is your personality! People like you because you are an all around good person. You have good manners and values. You also like to express your personal style and interests. |
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see, i am not who you think i am...
what we could have been, 6/04/2007 05:32:00 PM.